Wednesday, August 15, 2007

On Getting Old(er)

I am feeling my age.

I can't do stupid/spontaneous things where I won't care about the outcome anymore. For example... sky diving... i remember when i was a young one i was all damn i want to do that (once i can afford it) yayyayay jump off a plane yay! Now... i'm like...ehhh no thanks, don't want to risk my life... rather spend the $ on normal things like on food or apparently a 500$ vacuum.

I can't go all out clubbing anymore in fear of someone taking a freaking picture of me and it being posted on myspace. Who started the whole camera in the club phase anyway? Do you know how retarded that is? I mean everyone is dancing and drunk and you all want to get together and pose for a freaking picture. Do you know what a bright ass flash does to a drunk person?! Yeesh...
Plus all the drunk fat people bumping into me...ehh.. no tolerence for that anymore, i just want to hit them. and all the dirty sweaty icky people in the dark....damn how was clubbing ever fun...

Actually, I can't even get drunk anymore. Well... I can, off of one drink. Thanks to no more HH.... thanks to not having friends... I digress.. so yeah, one drink. and it's not even a funny happy drunk, it's like, oh shit i'm tired i need to go home and sleep right now drunk. why!? why?! is it because of my tolerance?! is it because my 27 yr old brain can't handle the dizziness? Forget the meaning of life, what is the meaning of growing older??

Now... since I can't drink and dance for fun... I should be doing older more sophisticated activities right? Sipping latte at a cafe somewhere... playing golf/tennis... uh... um... what other sophisticated activities are there? damn don't tell me having kids is the ultimate sophisticated activity!?

See... so i'm stuck, I don't know what i should be doing for "fun" anymore (besides watch anime, and no, i will never ever grow out of that.)

Advice people... advice.

^_^v

9 comments:

Megz978 said...

Hanh, I'll come visit eventually - maybe in the fall?

I can't give you any advice because you are talking to the world's most boring person.

But together, we sure are a deadly combination. LOL.

Megz978 said...

Wow, nice pic. How did you do that? Get the color to stay on the shirt and do the black and white thing? LOoks pretty hot.

If you are looking for something to do, start watching "Rescue ME." We're watching the 1st season right now and its really good!!

honglien123 said...

Sheeeet...having kids is the opposite of sophistication. Half the time it was, oh damn, I forgot my BC. Take it from a 29 year old mother, sophistication is traveling without children.

amazing said...

hahhaa you're CRAZY for wanting to skydive when you were little! being afraid of heights, that's the last thing i wanted to do. bungee jumping? forget it. just the thought of going on a hot air balloon scares the begeezus out of me. however, hang-gliding seems fun!

and what are you afraid of club-goers taking a picture of you? haha. it's not like there are guys out there looking to take pictures of cute girls in clubs. if that's the case, smack'em! i actually did bring a digital camera into a club, though. not to take pictures, but i had nowhere else to put it except in my pocket.

lol @ at the thought of you being run over by "fat people" in clubs. hahahaa. given your physical stature, i think most people would be considered fat from your perspective ;P

"oh shit i'm tired i need to go home and sleep right now drunk." -- maaaan, that's always been the case with me!! well, at least 99% of the time. whenever i start feeling the effects of alcohol, i think about how i want to be laying in bed rather than sitting in a room where they're blaring music. i want peace and quiet!!

fun activities: sitting in front of the computer chatting it up with people! online window shopping! WRITING BLOGS!!! =) oh wait, this all has to do with computers, huh? oops...

Hanh said...

Yeah, i'm getting that office ass from sitting 24/7 in front of the computer. acckkkk

amazing said...

lol... office ass?! the first thing that came to my mind after reading your reply was some comment regarding ghetto booty. hahaha. say "no" to flatness! erR... inappropriate comment...

Megz978 said...

Wow. OK, I'll have to try that some day when I'm bored...The photoshop thing, that is...

twocentsworth said...

you forgot starcraft... duhh... :-P

zum said...

wtf 500 vacuum